My lil’ sister is getting pretty good with this. #Birthday #25 #AlphaPhiAlpha

My lil’ sister is getting pretty good with this. #Birthday #25 #AlphaPhiAlpha

Why must consistent happiness be so elusive?

…interesting.

…interesting.

*disclaimer…A good relationship builds the fuse more than it burns it…recognize what you have*

*disclaimer…A good relationship builds the fuse more than it burns it…recognize what you have*

Running away is so much harder when you’re an adult.

Running away is so much harder when you’re an adult.

Took me two hours to put this together while watching a Meryl Streep movie. Best way to keep your mind of stuff is manual labor. #MerryChristmasFamily  #FitFamily #NoExcusesNow!

Took me two hours to put this together while watching a Meryl Streep movie. Best way to keep your mind of stuff is manual labor. #MerryChristmasFamily #FitFamily #NoExcusesNow!

Might be too early to call you out but Summer… I’m coming

Might be too early to call you out but Summer… I’m coming

I woke up with this message on my mind. To what end idk but i hope it serves its purpose.

I woke up with this message on my mind. To what end idk but i hope it serves its purpose.

INcompletely in Love

I was so eager for a relationship that I jumped at the first sound opportunity. Almost immediately realizing I wasn’t ready. I really just enjoyed making someone else happy. I have spent so much time focusing that energy on other people and not myself. Until I learn how to do that…I will forever be INcompletely in love with anyone. Since I’m not strong enough to stand alone in my growth I apologize for those that never did and in advance for those that may never have all of me. Still I thank you for being a step in my journey and for that I love you.

You weren’t in my scriptures

Its said you only become famous once you’re dead.
But as many times as I’ve died I figured at least I’d be infamous.
Sacrificing myself on the altar for your egress and return.
Forgive me father for I have sinned.
Giving up offerings to you.
My false idol with no God insight.
You were my golden calf.
Took all my riches and smelted them into your own gain…ur ego grew the weight of yet another victim.
I came to you in awe but your burning bush only lasted till the blunt end. And yet I was prostrated before you as though in ur presence was holy ground.
Hoping that your fire would cleanse me, your cloud direct me, troubled waters part and dry paths you’d make for me.
I searched for everything in the wrong place…….

I’ll finish some other time

~ P.Selah

—I forgot that the real God. That shape of transient energy that surpasses our understanding or perception invested in me.
Gave me some part of itself so in fact I am part unnatural being and I need look to myself to see my purpose.